Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Ah, Well.....!

It seems i cannot really post until  i go through worse situations ! .. Well what happened was my MUM
read my PD !( personal diary :P) .. i know not a very good start ! .. well you can guess rest of the story .. i wrote in some of the darkest things about my life in that .. well that lead me to a chaos situation , evidently :P.... Im robbed off my phone because of this , threatens to stop my studies was what followed .... being a moaner that iam , started crying , apologies and stuff , but none of this seem to work , my dad used cuss words on me ... i had no choice but to bear all this ...... well as always my " fairy godmother " helped me again !!!! .... i plucked up the courage to face my dad and tell him what i truly feel ... i dunno how but i managed to write exam today !! now everything seems normal ! except for the fact that they dont trust me as much as they did before !!! ... :( actually its my fault so i dont really complain about that !... Amgonst all this my pillar of hope never lost faith in "good time will come soon"... Thanx for that honey pie ! it meant a lot .. i know you were abused to because of all this mess .... but thanx for standing there for me !!! ... :) Ah, well ... what i learnt finally was ... DONT TRY TO BULFF YOUR PARENTS.. coz' they will know !! best part il be lot more careful now :P