FaIryTale/LiFE

SnowWhite....

Cinderella,..,.,.,

Prince,princess !!!!

Once UpoN A tIMe ... in FAr far  aWay Land................
pixies,dwarfs....evil QuEEn...

Fairy tales ... dont they sound wonderful ??... A tragic gal ... growing up to be a princess , with a perfect prince charming waiting there somewhere jus to ask her out ! .. and  tadaaa ... a happy EnDIng !!!!

>> Today i thought il write about something that ive been feeling for quite sometime now ...

SOmetimes i desperately wish that life colud turn out to be like those stories from those amazing fairy tales ... perfect in every way !.. people often tell me that Im so much addicted to these fantasy world tales that sometimes i refuse to see the reality .. MAy be they are right .. i tend to live in a dreamworld,my fairytale land !...This little imaginary world of mine is where i find solace ( i knw  big word to use !! :P )......I sort of like it there !... i tend forget myself there !! .... BUt !!! Im not a complete downer !.. i do come into reality , I understand things n do stuff ..... Fairy tales may be for kids , but whose not a kid at heart ( atleast ocassionally :P ).. I loved them as a Kid .. And I still love them .....

REaLity CHeCk >: LIFES NO FAIRY TALE !!!!! :D ..................

A page frm My DAIry

Well ive been a boring blogger lately ... so i thought il spice it up this time ;) ..

2day as i was finishin my routine of writing my dear old dairy "AQUA"... well thats what i named it ...( yeah it sounds funnie , but thats me !! ).,.. I flipped the pages casually backward ... suddenly something caught my attention .. It was a dried up flower ! (ROSE)... a small note written on its petal ... I  never really paid atention to that when i received that flower , it took me a while to remember the person who gave me that!

I think it was nearly a year since i received it ...as i went back in time i rememberd the situation ....It was frm friend's friend. who came over a short trip to India......We sort of turned into good friends, cracking jokes , making fun of all kinds of situations ......Finally the day he had to leave arrived ... i neva expected but b4 leaving he gave me this rose asking me to keep it safe .. I dint bother much since it was just a flower ..! Today when i saw what was written on it I couldnt stop smiling,with a tear in my eye ... " I found my lost friend in U "... the reason 4 my tear was that his best friend passed away a few years back !!!! This was the best thing that anybody has ever told me till date !... I was so unlucky that i dint see this on that day itself ! .. now i dont even konw where he is , or what hez doin :((.... Today i realised that little things that go unnoticed sometimes mean a lot !.. .. !!

Yes I miss U !

Today is just one of those days were everything i did reminded me of u every song i heard somehow related to u. I hate days like 2day,becoz they remind me of one thing i dont have !... : (----

All these days ive been acting all strong ,I thought il get over u someday for sure.I was determined to do that .But somewhere something was wrong.I always end up thinking about u at some point of the day. not a single conversation ends without ur thought.I wish this would stop!! ....u made me and are still makin feel lonely !
The hardest part of missing you is that ur so close by yet i prefer to ignore you.....
I tried to move on,but i feel something pulling me back!.. when you used to call my heart used to start beating ,now that ur gone it wont stop bleeding !.. YES i do Miss U ! ...

But may be missing you is better than geting back !... because i know that will neva happen !..  I just keep giving myself  false excuses .... But at one point i know the truth !.. I know i shouldnt care ! but i do...

But then again ,sometimes no matter how much faith we have , we loose people.But u never forget them.And sometimes,its those memories that give us the stregnth to go on... il go on too ... just hoping against the hope !