Clique :P

Well I don't really know why I'm calling this post "Clique"...' Cz it means closed group ! .. Basically we kina closed group during the THE TOUR ...
I loved the people with whom i hanged out the whole time !!!
In this post il put up pictures of 'em ... I hope they are friends for a life time :)

CSE gang ! 

dopplangers :P

10,000 feet .. rahul n pranzz

Venky !!!!!

SaiKy ....

cheeese

vinyasa !!!

vivek

Gal power ........

RAJEEV !!! ... Deekshith !!

:)

VENKY ... Santosh

Different versions of the same story !!

OK ... so, we were at college today , there was this volley ball match going on ... ( I was waiting for CSE and ECE's match .. they planned some fun thing !! :P ). All of a sudden this guy called stared hitting someone called Rakesh ( our Jnr ).. Rakesh ripped of Bilals shirt and all the GANG of so called friends of Bilal started smacking and punching Rakesh ... All this right in front of my eyes ... OMG !!
I was very curious about the story behind this fight , so , I started asking people what happend ,
Story 1:
Rajeev : Bilal provoked ( he used some other word i forgot ) this jnr guy .. he got pissed and spat back and the fight started !
Rahul : Bilal was tried to pull the book from Jnr guys hand and he said something fight started !
Randeer : Bilal and Jnr guy were writing in two different books ... Bilal tried to change something , then something happend , he pulled book from Jnr guy and he said something he smacked him , the other guy tore off his shrit and the rest of bilal's friends started hitting Jnr guy !!
While I was putting this up , Randeer texted me saying Punith also got hit in the fight and Abinav and gang (i.e, the Juniors) got involved !!! ...
These are the different versions of the same story ;) :P
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So, now that Im done mentioning about this ... I wana say a big big big Sorry to Rajeev and Venky !!!!! sorry guys :)

Tour #1

Im done with feeling down .. uff its just not "me"..!!! Not smiling for an entire day .. OMG , it was really hard !
Let me tell you what changed mah mind ... i was in this "trance state ", all of sudden i noticed Vivek ( my buddy ) he was sporting some ancient shirt , I started yelling at him for his crappy dressing .. all of a sudden a ball hit my head HARD !!! ... i was blank for a sec !! .. thats when i came to my senses !! :P ( jus kidding !!!).. basically Vivek and gang took me McD to cheer me up .... n looo i did cheer up ..
Enough of my change of mind , il talk about funny thing that happened.. Well on the first day of our tour we all went to visit "The India Gate".... Poser that iam started giving all kinds of poses for the photographs , i dragged rajeev and all to pose along with me ... we put on the devil horns and took pictures ... we created a scene of  murder ... i had a pic exclusively taken to put up as my FB profile pic !!! ... After all this effort the day when we reached shimla and were about t check out the pis we took , Pranita ( another friend of mine , complete fool !!).. pressed the delete button instead of next !! ... and woooosh went all the pics !! ....
All we were left were with a camera with no pics !!! :P ;)

All i need is a magic wand !

(WARNING : definitely yawn worthy ! read at your own risk ! )


Im back again posting about my " mind games "... First i thought il post things about the tour that i mentioned in my earlier post , but then i thought one post wont be enough so im skipping .. ( i may post sometime soon  : P).
So,...
Well my head is starting some kind off weird game again ... I try my best not to care about people and their damn attitude problem , but then again i do . I hate to be on the rejected side ...  1. I'm dumped , still i care. !
2. The person who I thought would be a good friend suddenly starts showing shades of grey and starts ignoring all of a sudden ( just in a day's span !! Aagrh ! ).. I try to hide , but guess it just shows on my face , which is most frustrating part , 'coz now my friends think I'm a drama queen !
I wish i had a shutdown system , shutting all this out for once and for all !.. i know i said the phrase " life's hard ? compared to what ?!" ... looks like I'm biting my words back now !..

All i need now is a magic wand ( i know this is kiddish, but..). I would transform everything into a fairytaleish picture in a jiffy !!! or a fairy godmother !!.. Or may be just a true friend to understand this aw so confused headed girl !!!  One thing Ive decided to do at the end of  this crapish  post , Il just ignore and stay focused ... And never ever expect anything from anyone from college !!!.. and the so, called " would be good friend ", u ignore me , well il do the same from now on !
 (I know this is the dumbest post that ive ever posted , but had to spill the poison out !!! ... )

PLaning !! ;)

Oopz ! looks like its been like ages ... My friend has been nagging for sometime now to post something !
It is utter boredom that lead me write something today.....
Il write about thats happening right now ... I never thought planing something would take so much if ego satisfying , comprising and many more things that i cant put up ( well .. somethings cant be :P ). Well it all started when we thought wel plan for a tour basically a tour which every damn college takes its students in the name of industrial visit.All i thought was it would be just like planing a normal excursion where we have to get permission and off we go ... But Wolaaaa ... it turned out be a nightmarish experience for me now !!
convencing the lecturers was the easiest part ... what was supposedly the toughest ! .... what had to be the easiest  part that is getting students together turned out to well better not mention it....
  I never knew students my college had so so many issues with one another... one day it would be the places , the other dates ,... and now persons !... its becoming quite a hard toll on us trying to get all of them together!
Sometimes one of us looses their cool and starts yelling !! ....
Now after weeks of discussions we are a final point well may be not .... But when i look at all this as a third person it looks quite hilarious... how all of us are trying for the same thing yet refusing to agree with one another ... I dunno what will happen to our tour or how my trip will be after we finally take off ..... For me this whole thing gave a whole new experinces of dealing and understang people around me ... il neva forget the efforts we are putting in ..

Hoping for the best to happen.... Waiting for the day when my parents il say HAPPY JOURNEY ... BE SAFE !  :P :) :)
  

Life's Contradictions ..

Contradiction ..quite a word huh ! Have you ever wondered the number of contradictions we come across everyday .. dahh i know im sounding all philosophical with this , but its just a randon thought i got while trying to read "Computer Networks ".
Il just list a few that poped up in my head :
1.Begging and giving charity :
We ve been always taught that beggin is a bad thing and never beg it what so ever situation and rather try workig hard to get what we want , at the same time we are taught quite contradictorily to give away alms , to dante things , or charity to be precise !
 2.Murder and Euthanasia :
This now a very sensitive issue  killing someone is bad , in fact a crime .. but what if the doctors do it in the name of mercy killing , this point confuses me a lot .. neva  found a true answer for this contradiction !!
3.Freedom of speech :
To say what we feel is right is a birth right , but what if this little  gestures irks somebody's sentiments or thoughts ?.. In the case of reality shows this happens to be the latest trend , even on many social networking sites .. people publicly abuse someone and later say sorry again publicly ... I ask is the word sorry being abused rather than the person ??
4.Technology :
My dearest cell phone cant stay a moment without it , I neva knew id give so much importance to a metal piece :P.Technology is quite a boon to us ... because of this we are connected with everyone all the time !!!.. Are we not forgetting the person right beside us in this rat race ? .. i mean ya its fun cool and quite an obsession .. but sometimes .. nah say most of the time we forget to acknowledge the people with us in the pursuit to stay  connected with someone who is miles away !!!
If i have to go on there are many such things. For example loving somebody who is not right for you in any possible way .Sometimes choosing something that does suit you just for the heck of it .... aren't there many such situations when you choose the wrong side knowingly .
So, these are a few things that bother me as a matter of fact  :p ;)

( guess lil bit of studying did wonders to my head , that i started thinking of contradicting stuff :p)

JUST SAY IT !!!

This one is from one of my collections !!

Today i was just going through the articles that i collected and i found this one ,i thought il post it for good !

so here it goes like this :

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried. 

Well that was a wee bit emotional ... what i wana say is that when we feel something strong towards someone we've got to express our feelings rather than waiting for the other person to .... JUst simple story to think over !!