ConfuSEd !

People change ?!... Do they really change or is it the way we see them changes..

As I wandering in a trail of thoughts ,I wonderd about how different everything seemed to look from the way I thought it was.
People whom u thought were yours tend to give a slip when u need them the most , and people whom dont even acknowledge suddenly become most important persons in your life.
Some people seem to haunt you through out your life ... they just cant give it a rest ! ... What bothers me is the fact that when you seem to give up on somebody , they tend to come back claiming that theyve changed ! .. But how can u believe them ? .. do they really mean very word they speak ?!
Is it worth a chance again ?!.. What if they prove you wrong again ... how many chances can you give someone ??!... God all this thought process literally screws you to the core !
This is precisely the problem of being fickel minded ! ... nothing seems to be clear at the moment !!
This post is like a Jauxtapose of all my messed up thoughts ... I just wish not to tread on the wrong side of things ... I really wish the change this times is for keeps ! ...
Bored ?! ... well this is what i fell now , so I just put it up ...
I promise to come up with better ones next time !!! ....

BliSSful MOnsooN !

Rain rain go way come again another day .....nah !! i would say rain rain dont go away please do stay !

After a gruesome Summer ranging to 45^c rainz are alwayz a pleasant change ! ... Latley the weather of my Gorgeuos city is so serene !!.....

These rains tell us the story of life ! have u ever noticed ! ... the summer was like stream of  worries , pain , stress and hardwork ... which eventually change to happiness , stressless life like the blissful rains !... They show us there are alwayz good times waiting for us !...we tend to enjoy this even more because we had a hard time !... Rainz alwayz remind of my childhood dayz n also many songs which i tend to forget ! :P

pyar hua ikrar hua

ek ladki bheegi bhagi si

on the roof in the rain

bheegi bheegi raatho mein !.

I love the rainz ! ... the give me some sense of belonging .. connected to nature kind of feel ! ...feel like i have finally crossed the sea of sadness and attained happiness !:)) .................

SO RAINZ DO STAY !

HeAl The WorLD !!! .. A promise !

Well itz being talked about ,told about and  said about all the time and everywhere ! ... I was wondering after all that talk do we actually do our bit ?! Atleast a little .....We all know many ways on HOW TO CONSERVE .... but choose to be deaf and dumb , thinking why should I bother ?! .. well we sholud bother ,because its ultimately we who will face the consequenses !..

The recent case of OIL SPILL , who can be blamed for that !? and what about the Bopal Gas tregedy that happend years ago for which people plants and animals are still suffering !

Why does this always happen when somebody tells something its good when heard and  when it comes to implementing goes haywire !!!

One of friends said even litrate people choose to behave as illitrates on this issue ! why should this happen ?

All of have subject called ENVIRONMENT STUDIES ! how many of us actually attended this class regularly ?!.,,.. I started to see these things a little lately but finally did ! .... I wanted to do something more than just being concerned ! ... so, i joined IYCN ! ..

Im not somekind of messiah preaching stuff ! ... i just wana urge people to think about the world around us and the amount of damage we are causing !...

The litlle we do can make a huge impact on the long run ! ... lets do our bit !! ...

AS the Legend MJ said :
"heal the world make it a better place for you and for me and this entire human race ".........................................
This Is also my promise to the environment that il do my bit !

ME MY Myselff !!!!!

Today wanted to write something .. but was not able 2 think about a catchy issue .. cozzz  something was bothering me ! .. (my horoscpoe also said that it would happen ! :P :P : P)...
The thing that was bothering me was Y ? do some people tend 2 talk shit things about you when u practically ignore them and dont bother about them ! or even for the fact look at them !......you let them live at their own peace ... inspite of that they tend to spread some horrid rumours about you.... They try to put themslves in the limelight by doing so .. not even for a minute do they think that , this habbit could cause pain to others !..
How could people become so insensitive !..
This kinna stuff pisses me off ! yes ! it does !....
BUt as im ending this i feel better ! ,, hehe ... i mean to say ! people are like that only !! ... may be im popular ! (JOKE)!.
Yea ! well this is what i have to say to all those people .. I WAS NOT PUT ON THIS EARTH TO PLEASE U !!! ... I loVE The WAy Iam !!! :) =))

FaIryTale/LiFE

SnowWhite....

Cinderella,..,.,.,

Prince,princess !!!!

Once UpoN A tIMe ... in FAr far  aWay Land................
pixies,dwarfs....evil QuEEn...

Fairy tales ... dont they sound wonderful ??... A tragic gal ... growing up to be a princess , with a perfect prince charming waiting there somewhere jus to ask her out ! .. and  tadaaa ... a happy EnDIng !!!!

>> Today i thought il write about something that ive been feeling for quite sometime now ...

SOmetimes i desperately wish that life colud turn out to be like those stories from those amazing fairy tales ... perfect in every way !.. people often tell me that Im so much addicted to these fantasy world tales that sometimes i refuse to see the reality .. MAy be they are right .. i tend to live in a dreamworld,my fairytale land !...This little imaginary world of mine is where i find solace ( i knw  big word to use !! :P )......I sort of like it there !... i tend forget myself there !! .... BUt !!! Im not a complete downer !.. i do come into reality , I understand things n do stuff ..... Fairy tales may be for kids , but whose not a kid at heart ( atleast ocassionally :P ).. I loved them as a Kid .. And I still love them .....

REaLity CHeCk >: LIFES NO FAIRY TALE !!!!! :D ..................

A page frm My DAIry

Well ive been a boring blogger lately ... so i thought il spice it up this time ;) ..

2day as i was finishin my routine of writing my dear old dairy "AQUA"... well thats what i named it ...( yeah it sounds funnie , but thats me !! ).,.. I flipped the pages casually backward ... suddenly something caught my attention .. It was a dried up flower ! (ROSE)... a small note written on its petal ... I  never really paid atention to that when i received that flower , it took me a while to remember the person who gave me that!

I think it was nearly a year since i received it ...as i went back in time i rememberd the situation ....It was frm friend's friend. who came over a short trip to India......We sort of turned into good friends, cracking jokes , making fun of all kinds of situations ......Finally the day he had to leave arrived ... i neva expected but b4 leaving he gave me this rose asking me to keep it safe .. I dint bother much since it was just a flower ..! Today when i saw what was written on it I couldnt stop smiling,with a tear in my eye ... " I found my lost friend in U "... the reason 4 my tear was that his best friend passed away a few years back !!!! This was the best thing that anybody has ever told me till date !... I was so unlucky that i dint see this on that day itself ! .. now i dont even konw where he is , or what hez doin :((.... Today i realised that little things that go unnoticed sometimes mean a lot !.. .. !!

Yes I miss U !

Today is just one of those days were everything i did reminded me of u every song i heard somehow related to u. I hate days like 2day,becoz they remind me of one thing i dont have !... : (----

All these days ive been acting all strong ,I thought il get over u someday for sure.I was determined to do that .But somewhere something was wrong.I always end up thinking about u at some point of the day. not a single conversation ends without ur thought.I wish this would stop!! ....u made me and are still makin feel lonely !
The hardest part of missing you is that ur so close by yet i prefer to ignore you.....
I tried to move on,but i feel something pulling me back!.. when you used to call my heart used to start beating ,now that ur gone it wont stop bleeding !.. YES i do Miss U ! ...

But may be missing you is better than geting back !... because i know that will neva happen !..  I just keep giving myself  false excuses .... But at one point i know the truth !.. I know i shouldnt care ! but i do...

But then again ,sometimes no matter how much faith we have , we loose people.But u never forget them.And sometimes,its those memories that give us the stregnth to go on... il go on too ... just hoping against the hope !