Life's Contradictions ..

Contradiction ..quite a word huh ! Have you ever wondered the number of contradictions we come across everyday .. dahh i know im sounding all philosophical with this , but its just a randon thought i got while trying to read "Computer Networks ".
Il just list a few that poped up in my head :
1.Begging and giving charity :
We ve been always taught that beggin is a bad thing and never beg it what so ever situation and rather try workig hard to get what we want , at the same time we are taught quite contradictorily to give away alms , to dante things , or charity to be precise !
 2.Murder and Euthanasia :
This now a very sensitive issue  killing someone is bad , in fact a crime .. but what if the doctors do it in the name of mercy killing , this point confuses me a lot .. neva  found a true answer for this contradiction !!
3.Freedom of speech :
To say what we feel is right is a birth right , but what if this little  gestures irks somebody's sentiments or thoughts ?.. In the case of reality shows this happens to be the latest trend , even on many social networking sites .. people publicly abuse someone and later say sorry again publicly ... I ask is the word sorry being abused rather than the person ??
4.Technology :
My dearest cell phone cant stay a moment without it , I neva knew id give so much importance to a metal piece :P.Technology is quite a boon to us ... because of this we are connected with everyone all the time !!!.. Are we not forgetting the person right beside us in this rat race ? .. i mean ya its fun cool and quite an obsession .. but sometimes .. nah say most of the time we forget to acknowledge the people with us in the pursuit to stay  connected with someone who is miles away !!!
If i have to go on there are many such things. For example loving somebody who is not right for you in any possible way .Sometimes choosing something that does suit you just for the heck of it .... aren't there many such situations when you choose the wrong side knowingly .
So, these are a few things that bother me as a matter of fact  :p ;)

( guess lil bit of studying did wonders to my head , that i started thinking of contradicting stuff :p)

JUST SAY IT !!!

This one is from one of my collections !!

Today i was just going through the articles that i collected and i found this one ,i thought il post it for good !

so here it goes like this :

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried. 

Well that was a wee bit emotional ... what i wana say is that when we feel something strong towards someone we've got to express our feelings rather than waiting for the other person to .... JUst simple story to think over !! 

Traditional DAy !

Well couldn't stop myself mentioning about this particular day !!
I in general we that is Methodians  always used to complain that nothing good happens at our college !! ... We were fed up repeated flop shows ... So, when there was traditional day declared , I thought it would be one of the same things where few of us would turn up in traditional attires and the rest god knows what ?! .. with Oh so boring speeches !! But what happened on 29.10.2010  was completely off the edge !!!! The day swept us us off our feet !
I could see all kinds of colors ( traditional if i have to mention) around me. Surprisingly all the students were at their traditional best ... we had RadioMirchi people conducting some show ! we had an awesome DJ too !!!
The best part of the day was Garba and Dhandia were everyone of us danced till our shoes wore off ..!!.. This included our faculty !!
 So, by this i understood one thing,.. what our management needs is a little more persuasion than the usual to get something done at a success level !! ... :)))))

Rocking Day !!!  :))

Did U sMile Today ?

I cant believe it .. I almost stopped blogging !!! ... Woke up today and I suddenly realized ,when was the last time I posted something ?.. Well hear I am today , hoping to come up with something good !


Well the reason why decided to blog today was a morning msg that i got early today . it goes something like this :

Its so common hearing
how r u ?
what r u doing ?
how was ur day ?
 so let me ask u something different :
did u smile today ? if not,do it now ! good morning :)

It sounded sensible to me .And why did I find it so amusing ? .. hmm yesterday night before I went to bed my friend called me up saying there was a tragic and sudden death  in his family and he was sobbing all over ! None of my comforting words could pacify him,I realized he was the same person telling everyone to keep happy no matter what happens ! I slept with these thoughts nagging me .


 When somebody wishes us we tend to reply and then ask how you doing and stuff , well most of us do ! .. so , why not give a shot at this ( well not at all times and not with all of 'em ! .. ) and ask our loved ones "did ya smile Today ? :) ".Life is a one time opportunity you don't often get second chances  , before you can say " Life's hard ", think  "Compared to what? ".You always have a reason to smile if you look closely,grab the reason and smile ! .. Because anything can happen at any moment hear , just like a twist in a mystery novel !
All I wanted to say is smile at every chance you get  :)

ExtrOVERTiSm :P

Lovely morning ... siting on a swing on the roof top garden enjoying the blissful morning ...birds singing , butterflies buzzing ... ah can all days be so good !!

This is how my day started today! .. For the first time in 2 years I noticed the goodness of morning RAGAS !! .. wondering what these RAGAS are ... well they are sounds of nature ... birds cooking , butterflies buzzing , mums calling out for their kids to wake up... Where have all these sounds gone all these days , i asked myself this question for nearly an hour ... Then i realized , its not the morning that has changed but the way i look at it changed !!

I felt ive finally come outa the box that ive been trapped for the past few months , I can breath easy now .. I realized life isnt about pleasing someone ! .. Its about pleasing yourself !( without hurting others :P )

Some situations that happend recently made me a strong willed person that I was not before !  People around me are responsible for this .Now even though they try to fiddle with my thoughts or decisions they can even cross the bridge .. Coz I make my decisions now !.. I live my life now ... Nobody can ditter me or pull me down with their lame actions !

And one thing that I found out today is When ur happie the world around you seems a wonderful place , but when ur sad it seems to be hell .. !!... I LOve being my Extrovert self rather than Introvert !!!

ConfuSEd !

People change ?!... Do they really change or is it the way we see them changes..

As I wandering in a trail of thoughts ,I wonderd about how different everything seemed to look from the way I thought it was.
People whom u thought were yours tend to give a slip when u need them the most , and people whom dont even acknowledge suddenly become most important persons in your life.
Some people seem to haunt you through out your life ... they just cant give it a rest ! ... What bothers me is the fact that when you seem to give up on somebody , they tend to come back claiming that theyve changed ! .. But how can u believe them ? .. do they really mean very word they speak ?!
Is it worth a chance again ?!.. What if they prove you wrong again ... how many chances can you give someone ??!... God all this thought process literally screws you to the core !
This is precisely the problem of being fickel minded ! ... nothing seems to be clear at the moment !!
This post is like a Jauxtapose of all my messed up thoughts ... I just wish not to tread on the wrong side of things ... I really wish the change this times is for keeps ! ...
Bored ?! ... well this is what i fell now , so I just put it up ...
I promise to come up with better ones next time !!! ....

BliSSful MOnsooN !

Rain rain go way come again another day .....nah !! i would say rain rain dont go away please do stay !

After a gruesome Summer ranging to 45^c rainz are alwayz a pleasant change ! ... Latley the weather of my Gorgeuos city is so serene !!.....

These rains tell us the story of life ! have u ever noticed ! ... the summer was like stream of  worries , pain , stress and hardwork ... which eventually change to happiness , stressless life like the blissful rains !... They show us there are alwayz good times waiting for us !...we tend to enjoy this even more because we had a hard time !... Rainz alwayz remind of my childhood dayz n also many songs which i tend to forget ! :P

pyar hua ikrar hua

ek ladki bheegi bhagi si

on the roof in the rain

bheegi bheegi raatho mein !.

I love the rainz ! ... the give me some sense of belonging .. connected to nature kind of feel ! ...feel like i have finally crossed the sea of sadness and attained happiness !:)) .................

SO RAINZ DO STAY !